Hard To Say I Love You
Hey!
Open up!
If you can find your happiness, I'll be happy, too.
You don't have any feelings for me at all. I get that now.
What are you doing?
Mizuno...
He's a student from my school.
So can you just act like you didn't see anything?
Something like this will bring you trouble too, won't it?
'Hel'?
(T/N: A part of the word 'help.')
Hello?
Doctor!
Haru!
My stomach hurts.
Peach.
Did I... pass the test?
Did I manage to protect you properly?
Idiot!
It's all because of me...
Haru...
I want you to stay by my side forever.
Doctor.
I'll be by your side.
Forever.
Haru.
I'll be right here.
It's an early miscarriage.
This happens quite often.
What?
Don't worry; your body is still healthy.
You will still be able to conceive normally in the future.
Right.
Thank you very much.
It's strange.
This child has no father,
and I haven't told my parents yet.
I really should feel relieved, but...
Nakaji...
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This matter must have been quite disturbing.
What do you intend to do with the students involved?
Expel them, of course.
Miss Mizuno, what are you planning to do?
Do you need to take a short break from work?
No, I'm fine.
It's just that, I haven't told my parents about this.
My father is now working in Sapporo,
and my mom is the only one at home.
I don't want to make her worried.
Please take care of me.
Yes?
Hey!
Really?
Yes.
The Chief Editor really likes your work.
See, this one here, "Noteworthy people."
Seriously? I'm so happy!
It's such a big page.
You have to take more good pictures!
Yeah.
And it's a series...
Does this mean that my talents have finally been recognized?
Of course!
That page has one of the highest readerships in our magazine!
Shall we celebrate?
Really?
Let's call everyone, and meet up.
You know that Haru and Peach have been through some problems recently.
Yeah.
It's precisely at this kind of time that we need to meet up and give each other strength.
Coming!
It's you.
This is for you.
Thank you!
Huh?
Miss Mizuno?
Oh?
Are you still determined to go to school?
Yes.
It'll be okay, you'll be able to give it your all.
You musn't give up.
Because your dream is to be a teacher.
That's true.
There you are.
Thank you.
Brother, that's enough.
Miss, you're treating my brother too well.
You're such a pain! Go over there!
Wait! What is this?!
Fortunately, your injuries weren't too bad.
That's because I'm strong.
You were too reckless.
"Reckless"?
It means that you did things without thinking first.
That's because I was only thinking about you.
Am I intruding?
Just treat her like she's not here, really...
Hey!
You know...
I didn't quite understand what you said to me previously.
You said you'll always be by my side, that you'll be right here...
What did you mean by that?
It means just as it is.
So...
you're saying that you're willing to be my girlfriend?
Yes.
That...
That's great.
Manse! Manse!
"Manse" is Korean for "Hooray!"
Manse, Manse!
That's great, brother! That's great!
Cheers!
That's good!
Um, today I...
I have an announcement to make.
Doctor, you always have announcements to make.
What is it today?
No, it's not what you think it is...
Everyone, please listen carefully.
Doctor...
Can't I say it?
It's fine.
Haru and I...
are now officially going out!
Congratulations!
Thank you.
Somehow, it's a bit strange that you guys are congratulating us in an uncertain way.
Talking about things worth congratulating,
Nakaji will be starting a series in our magazine.
So we wanted to tell that to everyone as well.
Is that so?
Yes.
He'll be doing the photos for the first pages of our magazine.
That's great! so you'll be taking pictures of famous people and such?
Yes.
That's good!
You're finally going to be a famous photographer.
Don't say that! That's too much!
Now, here's to Doctor's and Haru's happiness...
and also to the start of Nakaji's new series.
Let's toast to this!
Cheers!
Nakaji! How can you play like that!
Ok, ok!
No, no, no!
Are you feeling alright now?
I'm better now.
Full of life.
Although it was a shock at first, I'm slowly getting used to it.
Sorry.
I wasn't there when you were in trouble.
What are you talking about?
You were in trouble, too.
Are you okay now?
To be honest, I was quite affected by it.
That's for sure.
In life, these things will happen, right?
Yes.
But, somehow...
we can meet up like this, and drink together...
That's true, and hanging out with good looking men,
Well, if you put it like that...
Shall we work hard then?
Peach.
Let's be happy.
Yes!
It's better to kick it from over here...
Doctor.
What's up?
Well...
it may be a little inappropriate for me to say this, but...
Just say it.
Please take good care of Haru.
What's wrong?
I don't know myself.
I just felt moved by what you said.
Please take good care of Haru.
Take good care of Haru.
I've been asked, and so I will.
Come on, I'm leaving the next ball to you!!
What?
Eh?
What's with the distance?
I'm afraid that if I stand too near to you, Doctor might get angry.
Stop that.
Haru.
What?
I'm sorry,
I couldn't help you the other day.
Even though I worked out what the tweet meant.
Oh, that. It's okay.
Are you alright?
Are you still going to that school as usual?
What?
I was wondering if you would feel scared of going back to that school.
Nakaji, you really know me well.
That's not true,
but don't push yourself too hard.
Thank you.
Huh?
Your manners have changed.
What?
You're not quite yourself.
Is that so?
That's what being in love does to you.
What?
Doctor.
Perhaps...
Haru.
Haru!
What?
I was just calling you for fun.
Why would you do that?
I was just wondering if you would look back.
Of course I'd look back.
As long as you call for me, I will surely look back.
Forget it, I didn't say anything.
What?
I just said something strange.
Is that so?
It's your fault. You started saying strange things first.
Sorry.
Really...
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Here, it would be better if we arrange it like this.
What are you doing?!
At least announce yourself when you come in.
Miss! You're here!
Sorry to bother you!
Brother, did you make kimchi chigae?
Oh yes, for dessert...
Tada! Cherries!
My treat.
They were a present from Haru...
It looks like we have similar minds.
Yes!
Anyway, where's the canned tuna?
I think we ran out of it.
Do you put tuna in the pot, too?
That's what makes it good!
Minha, go and buy some.
What? But I've just come back!
Then, I'll go and buy it.
Okay, take care!
I'll be back soon.
That's great, a series?
Yes.
This page.
This is great!
Not really, it's just okay I guess?
The stuff I'm doing now...
What?
I intend on quitting some of the odd jobs.
You mean like the adult magazines?
Yes.
I hope to do this series well, and get recognized by everyone.
Then,
Yes.
I wonder if I can make a bit of a name for myself.
I'm sure you can. You have so much talent.
But, I'm thinking,
if this series is a success,
I'll be able to get a stable source of income.
Is there anything you want, Kiriko?
Anything I want?
Yes.
A ring.
Somehow, it seems a little shameless, right?
Miss Haru...
Yes?
You know, my brother...
since he first came to Japan, he's been working constantly,
and hasn't had a girlfriend.
That's why, now that you're here, I'm so happy!
My brother can be a little insensitive,
and sometimes, he wouldn't know the feelings of other people.
But he really likes you!
Please take care of my brother.
I'm back!
Welcome back!
I bet you've been saying strange things about me.
Oh, you've found out?
Really? You...
Ah, Oppa!
What is this?
Tuna, isn't it?
This is cat food!
'As I climbed up the mountain path, a thought occurred to me.
If one works by knowledge, it causes hard feelings.
If one swims on a tide of sentiment, one will drift away.
If allowed to have one's own way...'
What are you doing?
We're in the middle of a lesson.
[Really, Miss Mizuno was raped that time by Matsushima and the other guys.]
Did you write this?
No, I don't know who wrote it.
I was just passing it on.
Okay, so who'd like to read for us next?
How should I put this?
It's not really your fault,
but as long as you're here,
the students, from their curiosity...
Well... they'll spread things.
Rumors, you know...
Are you saying that I should quit?
No, no, no...
I didn't say that exactly, but...
This is a private school, and this sort of thing...
Ah, Tsukiko?
It's mom.
Can you buy me some coffee beans after work?
I totally forgot to get them.
Mom...
Hmm?
Mom, you were a cram school teacher, right?
Yes, I was.
Do you want me to become a teacher?
What's this all of a sudden?
Aren't you already a teacher?
I'm only a provisional one though.
I'm not an official teacher yet.
Did something happen at school?
This isn't like you, Tsukiko.
No, nothing's wrong.
The usual "Morning Blend" is ok, right?
For the coffee.
Bye.
Oh.
Hey.
What happened?
I was out on a location nearby, being an assistant.
Thank you.
You thought of me.
How are you?
There's nothing wrong. I'm totally fine now.
I see. That's good to hear.
Hmm, I'll take a look around.
Oh right, do you know any shop that sells rings around here?
Rings?
Yeah.
Yes. Type C masks. 10 packs.
Yes, yes, I understand.
Ok. Thank you very much.
You've been in good spirits lately, Park.
Really?
Yes.
Work hard!
Right, I'm off!
All contacts
Hello?
Oh, you answered.
"Oh, you answered"...
It's Haru.
Right.
What's up?
Well,
just calling you for a bit.
Are you near the riverside?
Eh? Why?
I can hear the water.
I see.
What are you doing at a place like that?
I just heard my mom's voice, and I felt really bad.
You see, I haven't told her...
about this situation.
Mmm...
I was thinking about who to call.
I kept looking through my mobile,
and...
I just ended up at your name.
What about school?
Hmm?
They told me to go home for today.
Eh?
I...
might've lost my spot already.
Where are you now?
Eh?
Hey.
Is it okay for you to not go to work?
I'm skipping it.
Eh? That's not good!
No, you know that job that Linda offered me?
Mmm, the series in Best Magazine...
I was thinking of quitting my other jobs...
so it was perfect timing.
Just then, I mustered up the courage and turned it down.
I, won't do it anymore.
Is that ok?
It's kind of like, if I don't get rid of it,
I can't move on.
Things like this happen when you're a freelancer.
You can't leave yourself a back way.
What's up?
Hmm?
Seeing you, chasing your dreams so proudly,
moving forward and all..
No, I'll only be doing more work as an assistant.
I'm betting my future on Linda as he's giving me a job as a photographer.
It looks like I can also choose what pictures to take, too.
Sorry,
I was just talking about myself.
Well then!
Where are we going?
Are we going somewhere?
Of course. I've already skipped work.
Tell me where you'd like to go.
Oh!
Penguins!
They're so cute...
Haru,
you're blocking the penguins.
Move to the right, a bit more, bit more.
Stop stop, left, to the left, to the left.
You're moving just like the penguins.
I'm taking it now.
Cheese!
What?
Just a while ago you were crying,
and now you're already smiling.
But you were the one who told me to smile!
No, I didn't!
I just told you to look at the camera.
Oh really?
Hey!
Your disappointed face looks quite good, too.
Rock, paper, scissors!
This is the kind of 'date' that everyone talks about.
It's been a while.
Don't you go with Kiriko?
Well, see, we can't be seen... so...
I see.
Though I do regret it sometimes.
That she didn't marry me,
even though I know her reasons for that.
I see.
But well, I'll just try a bit harder.
Eh?
When I get a stable job from Linda,
I'll do my best.
Getting everything I can.
Proposing?
Well, she's already married,
so it's not that simple.
Keep trying!
You'll cheer me on?
Yes!
When I see that you're working hard, it gives me the energy to work hard, too!
I hope that you'll be able to find your happiness as well.
You're so funny, Nakaji.
As the Gorilla Nakaji.
But you were the one who told me to do it.
This is really strange.
When I'm with you,
even if I was crying previously,
I'll always end up smiling.
You were crying?
No...
Just a little bit.
Just the size of a flea's tears.
So that's what it was!
Hey!
What was that just then?
You're the one who always says "hey!-"
As if.
You do.
By the way, this 'Gorilla Nakaji'
doesn't look like a gorilla at all.
Eh, I took the best shot of it, though.
Bye!
I won't tell Doctor, about today.
Ahh, I see. That's how it is.
We just had some free time, so we went to drink some tea.
That's it.
I get to see Gorilla Nakaji as well.
Now that's unnecessary.
Huh? Maybe I'm starting to copy your way of speaking.
Work hard at your job!
I'm looking forward to it.
I'll buy "It" every month and will look at your pictures.
Okay!
Bye.
Nakaji!
Thank you.
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Hello?
Miss...
it's me.
Matsushima.
Matsushima...
I'm sorry.
I...
wanted to apologize.
I was quite the hero before.
Born into a wealthy family,
gifted in my studies,
but...
after I was arrested,
everyone just left me like I was nothing.
No one has even come to see me.
My parents received quite a shock, too.
But,
I want to start over again.
One more time.
I was thinking that maybe if it's you, Miss,
you'd understand.
I'm not as nice as you think I am.
But...
If you truly think like that,
I think you'll definitely be able to start again.
If you put your heart into it,
and you really want to try again,
then I'll be willing to help you out.
Can you promise,
that you won't lie to me anymore?
Thank you,
Miss.
Excuse me, can I pay for this in installments?
You were talking to someone like him?
That's just weird.
They tried to attack you.
I want to kill them.
But he was my student.
What are you talking about?
Doing drugs...
Only weak people do that.
He's a failure as a human.
You can't trust what he's saying.
You shouldn't have anything to do with him.
Such trash...
Here.
Well, didn't you say you wanted a ring before?
Keisuke.
Ah, it doesn't match your taste?
Please try it on.
It's not about that.
The cat's out of the bag.
What?
He found out about us.
It looks like he hired a private detective.
So, Haru...
Until next time.
Okay. Thank you.
Oh... there're people around.
Oh... that's right.
Sorry.
Well, good night.
Good night.
See you next time.
Why don't we...
split up?
Eh?
It's not like we can continue like this anymore.
With me...
No, that's...
Can't you split up with your husband,
and...
and be with me instead?
I've got the series going,
and I'll soon be a proper photographer...
Keisuke,
I'll be 33 soon.
And?
Dreams and love...
At this age, you can't talk about those things anymore.
I've always thought,
that one day,
I would be able to live with you.
I'm sorry.
So no matter...
No matter how hard I try, I'm not good enough?
I can't give up my current lifestyle.
Also...
Also what?
He...
still loves me.
So, he's prepared to forgive me for this affair.
Then...
Then why did you have a relationship with me?
To have only one person loving me,
was too boring.
I'm sorry, Keisuke.
Let go of me.
You chose your husband over me.
So just...
let go of me.
Are you ok?
Since it's me, I'll be fine.
Well, I'll be off.
Oh.
Good evening.
Oh. Good evening.
You seem a bit weird, somehow.
Really?
You're not feeling good?
No, I'm fine.
I see.
I get it. It's you who's not feeling good.
Eh?
You say those things...
when you want someone to ask you the same thing.
I wonder...
I think I'll read something, too...
Have you heard?
A new volume of 'Kyou no Nekomura' is coming out.
(T/N: A manga series.)
Ahh, I might buy it.
Are you buying it? Lend it to me if you do.
I won't.
I won't get to read it.
You won't get to read it?
I think I'll go home.
Huh?
Ah, you'll be lonely?
I don't like that.
Acting all confident because someone likes you.
Oh?
Did something happen between you and Doctor?
We're here.
Yep.
Can I talk to you next time?
Well, if there's something, just say it now.
But, we're here already.
It doesn't matter really.
I see.
There's something that I'm worried about.
Did you argue... with Doctor?
Nope, I had a chat with Matsushima.
Matsushima?
The student who was doing drugs.
But... Doctor said that people who did drugs are trash,
and to just let him be.
I...
But, I don't think that people who do drugs are weak or trash.
This could happen to anyone.
I think that by chance,
he had drugs near him.
And after he used them once,
he was in an environment where he could access them easily.
And after using them more,
he just couldn't stop.
The horror of drugs...
You wouldn't know if you don't try it.
And if you do try it...
You... can't control yourself anymore.
Did you have anyone close to you who did drugs?
My younger brother...
My younger brother did drugs.
He went to a rehabilitation center,
so now he should be rid of his addiction.
But really, I still get suspicious.
I'm worried.
I couldn't tell Doctor.
Will you look down on me?
Why?
Well... because I have a family member like that,
and didn't tell you guys previously.
Not at all.
I won't look down on you.
You're saying such nice things...
"You can't do that." Aren't you going to say that?
Huh?
I quite like it; your "you can't do that."
Well that...
I'm not in the mood to say it.
To tell you the truth,
that incident the other day...
I still feel quite bad about it.
This is not good.
Me like this is such a disappointment.
It's ok if you're not the cheerful Haru all the time, right?
Really?
You'll be back to your old self soon.
Back to the cheerful Haru.
I wonder if I can...
Of course.
I can guarantee that.
Who do you think you are?
Is it okay if I blow my nose?
Go ahead.
This place is...
so comfortable.
Hmm?
I can talk to you about almost anything.
You can come anytime.
Because... I'll leave a space for you.
How big?
The space you'll leave me.
Space? Size?
The area of the space?
I'm joking.
Such a weird person.
I'll give you as much as I can.
For a limited period.
Until I get back on my feet again.
Nope, the period is unlimited.
You...
You can't do that.
Huh?
I was practicing it.
I said that just for practice.
Huh, who is it?
[Nakaji]
[Keep trying!]
You idiot.
Not really...
Sometimes you should just open your mouth
and tell me to keep trying directly.
Haru was...
I'd like to see you wear a wedding dress.
- Is there no one that you like? - As in love?
- Because you said so, I'll do my best. - I know that already.
I'll protect you, Haru.